Showing posts with label Day 30. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Day 30. Show all posts

Wooden Heart

I want to give this an introduction but I don't really know what to say about it. I just feel like it should be included in the Love section. Clear away distractions and just listen. I included the lyrics so you can read what he says, but I'd recommend listening it once without the lyrics to just absorb it, and then go back and listen again reading along with the lyrics.



We’re all born to broken people on their most honest day of living
and since that first breath... We’ll need grace that we’ve never given
I've been haunted by standard red devils and white ghosts
and it's not only when these eyes are closed
these lies are ropes that I tie down in my stomach,
but they hold this ship together tossed like leaves in this weather
and my dreams are sails that I point towards my true north,
stretched thin over my rib bones, and pray that it gets better
but it won’t won’t, at least I don’t believe it will...
so I've built a wooden heart inside this iron ship,
to sail these blood red seas and find your coasts.
don’t let these waves wash away your hopes
this war-ship is sinking, and I still believe in anchors
pulling fist fulls of rotten wood from my heart, I still believe in saviors
but I know that we are all made out of shipwrecks, every single board
washed and bound like crooked teeth on these rocky shores
so come on and let’s wash each other with tears of joy and tears of grief
and fold our lives like crashing waves and run up on this beach
come on and sew us together, tattered rags stained forever
we only have what we remember

I am the barely living son of a woman and man who barely made it
but we’re making it taped together on borrowed crutches and new starts
we all have the same holes in our hearts...
everything falls apart at the exact same time
that it all comes together perfectly for the next step
but my fear is this prison... that I keep locked below the main deck
I keep a key under my pillow, it’s quiet and it’s hidden
and my hopes are weapons that I’m still learning how to use right
but they’re heavy and I’m awkward...always running out of fight
so I’ve carved a wooden heart, put it in this sinking ship
hoping it would help me float for just a few more weeks
because I am made out of shipwrecks, every twisted beam
lost and found like you and me scattered out on the sea
so come on let’s wash each other with tears of joy and tears of grief
and fold our lives like crashing waves and run up on this beach
come on and sew us together, just some tattered rags stained forever
we only have what we remember

My throat it still tastes like house fire and salt water
I wear this tide like loose skin, rock me to sea
if we hold on tight we’ll hold each other together
and not just be some fools rushing to die in our sleep
all these machines will rust I promise, but we'll still be electric
shocking each other back to life
Your hand in mine, my fingers in your veins connected
our bones grown together inside
our hands entwined, your fingers in my veins braided
our spines grown stronger in time
because are church is made out of shipwrecks
from every hull these rocks have claimed
but we pick ourselves up, and try and grow better through the change
so come on yall and let’s wash each other with tears of joy and tears of grief
and fold our lives like crashing waves and run up on this beach
come on and sew us together, were just tattered rags stained forever
we only have what we remember

Go out and live!


I want to thank you guys for dedicating a month of your lives to this e-course, and I sincerely hope that you've grown throughout the experience. You'll have continued access to the e-course, so if you want to come back and review any of the sessions, you can definitely do so! Continue writing in your Lovely*Brave journal and pushing yourself out of your comfort zone and into your growth zone. Life is all about growth. Go out there and make the most of your precious life. You only get one life, so don't waste time wishing you could be someone else, or wishing you could make one of your dreams come true. Be yourself and make it happen! Keep your mission statement, goal lists, and truth list close at hand and visible, and feel free to add to or edit those any time! I hope this course has in some way helped to inspire and empower you to truly
live.

If you feel like leaving a review or testimonial, I'd love to know your thoughts! As this is my first e-course of this type (sort of self-help/personal growth), I'd love to know if you guys had any suggestions/praise/thoughts you'd want to share to help improve the course for future Lovely*Brave ladies.